Dear mummy

bd

love from the heaven
i know i already lost you in my life.
i know i couldnt be with you anymore in my life.
i know i cant do anything to wake you up.
But i know you always love me from the heaven.

I was so damn shocked when i heard about it , my mind is all empty.
how could this happen in me ..
Why NO ONE will willing to tell me about this ?
They made me cant give her any kiss , flowers , gifts every years.
i know i cant get angry with him , he may have his own reasons.
My heart really so painful.I cant breath !
I cant find the words to explain my feeling.

She will be the one who always loves me , care about me , wish me happiness from the heaven.
I want to tell her i already found my own family
and i am very happy to be with him now.
i really wanna tell you face by face and i know thats impossible.
I never ever have a chance to do that.
i can imagine how beautiful you are. you will be the truly beautiful one in my mind.
I will keep you in my mind forever , forever.
I can feel your love will around of me all of my life ...
I know you always beside of me .. no matter where you are.
i wanna say ,
i love you , mummy